she doesnt understand how utterly horrible it feels to love someone so much that it hurts to look at pictures of them, to think of when they held you to tell you it was ok even though you were just a complete asshole to them, but it didnt matter because they loved you...to roll around in the grass withouth worrying about a thing in the world, to make countless cd's that we both knew all the words to every song, but made them anyway because we just felt like showing eachother we cared, have tickle wars just so we can make an excuse to almost kiss eachother...i still love her so much and i know we fight alot, and mostly that its my fault, but im not giving up...never, i may not activly be trying to show her, but im here, i'll always be here for her, no matter how many times we piss eachother off, no matter how many meaningless squabbles we have, i'll be here for her, nothing she can do will make me leave, even if she wants me to her...i'll not talk to her if she asks, but i wont get her out of my head or my dreams, i love her and there's nothing i can do about it........love stinks